It’s like everything that I have shared with you in the last 4 years hasn’t meant a thing. And I feel like the trust that we have built since 6th grade has been shattered.
Seeing you two nights in a row is kind of weird. And I know for a fact that I am seeing you tomorrow as well. Who knew this would happen. At least the concert was fun and the movie was good.
On the scale of how potentially bad and awkward today could have been… it wasn’t at all. Things were pretty good between us. Surprisingly. I’m very content. You’re still a complete tool. But you weren’t a tool to me. Maybe I can let go of some of my grudges. It seems like you have. ”Hey friends.” I never thought I would hear you say those words….Somehow I feel like my life is trying to mend all of these broken relationships before going off to college.
So far I can cross three things off of my summer bucket list:
1. Having a bonfire on the beach.
2. Going to the beach at night (^different trip)
3. Going hiking with some friends.
you are pretty pathetic, but you entertain me so it’s fine
We’re not perfect. Any of us. We make mistakes, we screw up but then we forgive and move forward.
My senior quote is the epitome of senior year. I couldn’t have chosen a better one.
I had a great time tonight. If it is any indication of how the summer will be, than bring it on. I’m so happy. We’re back to normal and I’m just so happy.
Today I took my last final in high school. I am officially done. Over the last week I have spent a lot of time reminiscing over the last four years. I’ve had some low points, I’ll admit. But they don’t compare to all of the great memories, adventures, and moments that I have had. I consider myself pretty lucky.
During first month of freshman year, I formed a really strong group of friends. I’m leaving high school with that same group of friends. I can’t get any luckier than that. I went through high school with the most amazing friends. We all hung out every weekend. Whether it was having basement parties freshman year or car parties junior year, we were always together. I’ll admit, things weren’t always perfect between all of us. I have had my fair share of fights with everyone. But the fact that we are all still together at the end of our senior year is incredible.
High school was a remarkable experience. I accomplished so many things. Some experiences were not great, but I learned from them. I have always had a few regrets. I always thought that if I had the chance I would change them in a heartbeat. Things like arguments with friends and stupid “relationship” drama. I always told myself that those things I would change. But now that I have come to the end of the line, I have realized that I would never go back and change those things. I admit, they were mistakes. But I would never change them. I learned so much from those situations. I’m not happy that they happened, but I’m happy that I can learn from them. I guess I don’t regret these things anymore because towards the end of senior year everything started falling together again. That’s how I know everything happens for a reason.
Thank you to everyone who made my high school journey amazing. I’m so grateful for the people that I have met. I have formed incredible connections with a lot of people. I wish the best of luck to the Class of 2012, I know they will accomplish great things!
After tomorrow, I will never have to see your face again. Cannot contain my excitement.
You have been such a great friend to me lately. It is so easy to hold a conversation with you again. You have been there when I needed you and you always try to cheer me up. You tried cheering me up today by suggesting that we should go do the best friend part of the senior video. Even though we both played it off that you were kidding around, I think in the back of our minds we were both thinking that that’s how it was supposed to be. We were supposed to be in the best friend part of the senior video. I think we both know that things weren’t supposed to be like this. That we weren’t supposed to have an abrupt break in our friendship. But honestly, all that matters right now is that we are basically back to normal. But I can’t help dwell on the things that we were supposed to do, that we missed. Things that I have been picturing in my head since freshman year. It does no good thinking about these things now. It just leaves me with ‘what ifs.’
hmm thats weird. I remember pretty distinctly that I stopped talking to him for at least 7 months starting in May. But it’s fine. I know everyone needs another person to blame because they cant accept their own actions.
First time in a long time that I have been so content with my life :)
Knowing that high school is ending in one week is so bittersweet. I think about the first month of my freshman year. I met many amazing people. I found ‘my group’ during the first month of high school. Over the last 4 years I have loved, hated, fought, made up, laughed, cried, and shared memories with this group. But right now, my life couldn’t be more perfect. I am ending the four year journey with the same people that I began with. High school has been difficult. There was definitely some rough spots. But I feel like everything is falling into place just in time. I think I might actually miss high school.